Friday, October 30, 2009 today saw one of my friends from my secondary school chit-chat a bit feels kind of sad for her well, can't be helped this is life things don't happen the way you want it to just live with it things are bound to get better in the end (i guess) Through the conversation that we had, i learnt something about SOMEONE ELSE. Last time, i might have disappointed you. But, thinking back now. Perhaps the disappointment, that i gave you, was nothing as compared to the disappointment you gave me. So much for being friends. In your eyes, girls come first rather than friends. A girl, who you knew barely a few months, could easy replace friends, who knew you for three years? Well, that is fine with me. The thing that i cannot stand it is that... after so long, you still cannot seem to move on with life. People also moved on with their life and you still at there in the same spot, not moving. So what she is your first love? First love means your soul partner? I think you should get your facts right. Seriously, you just make me feel so... no comments. Tuesday, October 27, 2009 It hurts to know that in my whole life i am only a 'disposable item' time to wake up Sunday, October 25, 2009 Argh, being sick is tormenting man. It has been about 1 year since i fell sick and 2nd time this illness. I forgot what is the name for it, but it has got to do with stomach. The food i ate cannot be digested completely and i puked early in the morning. I puked until the 6 packs on my tummy came out. Can u imagine the agony? Now i am going to head back to bed due to the lack of energy. Gotta replenish some strength. haiz, other than your family, no one even cares about me. Monday, October 19, 2009 Today is first day of school. I am so BORED! But have to work hard because my cumulative GPA is terrible horrible vegetables. Lol, i want to dedicate this song to SOMEONE. Someone who treated me as her "sister". A bit =.=ll, but still quite happy. LOL! It has begun. Friday, October 16, 2009 just came back from chalet not too fun, not too bad but had bad experience there because it was my first time drinking oh my god i choked on my first cup absolute vodka + coke first day never sleep again like last chalet went out strolled but this time with an intention in mind but failed the intention 2nd day went bowling then end up 2nd night Knocked-Out 3rd day had lunch and went home think i'm gonna die soon due to excessive eating of burnt food and drinking LOL! hope have another class chalet but with ALL the classmates =) Saturday, October 10, 2009 had a party at home today the party is for my sis's birthday because it's her 21st birthday actually the real birthday is 15 Oct but nevermind early celebrations tonnes of people came it was so crowded and crazy with all the kids around i think when my turn comes i wun be so fussed about all these simple and sweet Tuesday, October 6, 2009 Recently, i just realised something about eyes. Eyes are really marvellous. You can tell TONNES of things from them. Let me give you an example of something that i read in a book long time ago. "I was glad my father was an eye-smiler. It meant he never gave me a fake smile because it's impossible to make your eyes twinkle if you aren't feeling twinkly yourself. A mouth-smile is different. You can fake a mouth-smile any time you want, simply by moving your lips. I've also learned that a real mouth-smile always has an eye-smile to go with it, so watch out, i say, when someone smiles at you with his mouth but the eyes stay the same. It's sure to be bogus." (Danny the champion of the world - Roald Dahl) Although the top 3 videos are very racist, but pardon me for finding it funny. Sunday, October 4, 2009 Phew. After 5 LONG weeks of "slave-labour", my working contract finally finished. Actually if truth to be told, i actually feel weird weird. Because after working for so long, i have grown a bit accustomed to waking up early and sweating. Anyway, went to Party World after work today with my working friends. After some insane singing for around 4 hours, we went to play arcade. Then had dinner and chit-chat until 10.30pm. After what i have planned, although it still isn't completed yet, but ... The new, nearly finished image seems quite ... WEIRD on me. Maybe this sentence is true afterall, "To dress takes minutes, to discover a new look takes time". Silence is golden. *blink blink* Thursday, October 1, 2009 Today is just NOT my day. During 2 bus trips, i accidentally bumped my head on the ceiling because i was half-standing on my seat trying to adjust my pants. Then, during one of the trips, i nearly overshot my stop because i accidentally fell asleep. When i was going home, i suddenly discovered that i accidentally cut myself. 1 cut on a finger on my left hand, another on my right arm. How "great" could life get? Low confidence, sensitive feelings and ugly = bad combination. Need an example? You can find one here. |
alvinlim. Male 08 Dec 1990 Unhappy_Kid@hotmail.com Likes ^Chocolate ^To Chill Dislikes ^Too many to mention Phrases I'm scared to fall in love, scared to fall fast, because everytime i fall in love.....it never seems to last One of the hardest things in life is having words in your heart that you can't utter You can't buy love, but you can pay heavily for it clickin' clickin' clickin'. goldensilence. URUSAI BOGE! =D credits. DESIGN BY : smexy.love PICTURES & ICONS : photoscape & photobucket INSPIRATION : sagacity & D-READED!PAST BASSCODES : BY JANE. ( this original skin is by jane , its so long time ago , she have deleted her account , so I've plan to resubmit this skin with diff designs , if youre reading this , please let me know your link and i credit you :) , credits to jane ! ) |