Wednesday, September 30, 2009 Today, i had my IS elective modules selection. Actually, i have been racking my brains over the past 2 days about wad elective modules to select because we have to choose 2. But anyway, let bygones be bygones. I have already chosen the 2 modules, so now it is too late for any regrets. "When he speaks, filth comes out." I remember during my secondary school, the principal said this to the class about one of my classmate because he scolded a word "Fuck". Perhaps i wasn't any much better. Because in my case, other than "filth", there is also "irritant" mingled in the pile of "filth". Perhaps i should just keep my mouth shut to prevent irritating people and vulgarities from pouring out of me. "Sometimes it's the smallest decisions that can change your life forever." Maybe this is the reason why my life sucks so much. Because i have ALREADY made plenty of wrong decisions in my life. Now, i cannot afford to make some more. Alvin, kindly "think before you act". Sunday, September 27, 2009 went out with working friends strolled around orchard area bought some STUFF spent quite a sum of money but quite satisfied but haven got all the things i want yet maybe next time but next time maybe have to go solo =( "So close, yet so far." "One of the hardest things in life is having words in your heart that you can't utter." Saturday, September 26, 2009 Today went out with my family to a banquet organised by a temple. It is for those people who frequent the temple and have the surname of 'Lim'. Anyway, went there and saw my relatives already there. Actually, in my own opinion, i dun really like this kind of thing because its quite noisy and boring. But overall it is ok, got 1 scene is the performer imitating Michael Jackson. However, only the outfit alike only. stayed until around 2 hours and left. After seeing my relatives, i felt like quite weird. Because other people also have relatives but their relationships like better. Maybe it is because i only see them once a year during Chinese New Year. Maybe i should go visit them occasionally. Afterall, they are my relatives. Friday, September 25, 2009 OH MY GOD! Today i got my first MOTORBIKE ride in my entire life. Initially, the ride felt scary because i feel like i was going to fall off whenever my friend makes a turn. However, after a while, the fear went missing and was replaced by a feeling of FREEDOM and elation. It felt like i didn't have a worry in the world. Now i finally understand why so many people wanted to learn motorbike even though it is so dangerous. Haiz, suddenly felt like doing these things. - feel like going back to where i have left footsteps and take a walk - feel like taking a LONG bus trip - sleep on a hammock outdoors with windy and cloudy skies. then in the background playing 'emo' music like the one below. I wonder if anyone felt like your eyes are looking left and right when u listen to the first few seconds of this song. 'All work no play makes a good boy dull' Thursday, September 24, 2009 Haiz, i miss my advisers. Miss talking to them about mundane stuffs. This is a very, VERY good sentence to show that "Words are POWERFUL". Handle them carefully, for words have more power than atom bombs. --Pearl Strachan Is it true that dreams never come true? Is that why dreams are always so sweet? Dreams make us feel sweet to cover the bitter reality? Tuesday, September 22, 2009 Argh, why am i SOOO lazy!? See, here comes the retribution. Now i have to spend more time to cover the mistakes that occured during the 'laziness' period. =.=ll. Today, i learnt that 'Knowing only part of the situation can be deadly'. Thanks alot ar, zihao. LOL! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ieXjnfTumn8. Found this when i was browsing youtube. i GUARANTEE that it is nice. Wanted to put the video here but ... 'Embedding disabled by request'. Sorry man, guess you guys have to drop by at youtube to check out the video. Monday, September 21, 2009 what has gotten into me? how did a scene like that happened in my dream today all of a sudden? did i lose control? but it should have been gone, i meant to say, it has been so long. is it going to haunt me for the entire life? even in the dream, i dare not look into your eyes. i feel guilty for what i have done to you or what i didn't do even until today. but no point brooding over it. you have your own life to live i also have my own life to live you went on with your life i should also move on with my life Fate is unpredictable. Fate is harsh. Fate is cruel. Fate is a BIG, FAT JOKE. Sunday, September 20, 2009 NOOO! HOW COULD THIS HAPPEN!? My mum told me just now that the illustrator or author of 'CRAYON SHIN CHAN' died. Apparently he went mountain climbing 8 days ago, fell down and was missing. Only today then they found his body. This is very shocking, man. There will be no more 'CRAYON SHIN CHAN' anymore ... =(  Sayonara, Crayon Shin Chan. Life is full of the unexpected. Cherish and treasure your life. Friday, September 18, 2009 Today results are out. And guess wad!? I PASS METROLOGY AND CALIBRATION! WOOO! HAPPY TO THE MAX, MAN! To think i was SOOO worried that i might fail that godforsaken module man. Anyway, there's my results.  Sadly to say, i still haven hit a "3" for my GPA throughout my poly life. Guess i better pull up my socks man (what have i been doing for the previous semesters if i have only started pulling my socks now?). Thursday, September 17, 2009 Haiz, i'm feeling quite sad today. Today my friend sent me a chain sms. Its about friends and it goes like this. "We might be best friends one year, pretty good friends the next year, don't talk that often the next year, and don't want to talk at all the year after that. So i just wanted to say, even if i never talk to you again in my life, you are still my friend and you make a difference in my life. I look up to you and respect you. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk to them, or how close you are to them. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them and tell new friends you never will. I like you because of who you are to me, that is a true friend." When i saw this, i don't know why i felt a deep sadness in my heart. Friends. I didn't forward the chain sms to my friends because, i just don't know how many friends that i have left. I count everyone that i know as my friends, maybe some closer friends. But now i think back, even those 'close friends', how many are there that also count me as a friend? I can still remember there is one incident that a friend forgotten who i am. A friend that i have been same class with for FIVE years. It feels so disappointing. No wonder why people say that "Family is more important than friends". Friends will leave you one day, but family will never leave you. Friday, September 11, 2009 ARGH, DAMMIT! Guess what, my phone is SPOILT! Damned, its not even a year yet. I think i accidentally sat on it or bumped against something. Well anyway, the screen cracked. It seems to me that it will cost me quite much to get it fixed. Today i went to IT Fair with my sister. On the way there, i felt like i was like the ONLY odd one out. Because due to some matters, i was in my most shabby clothing. Anyway, went to check on the cost to repair my phone at the Nokia outlet at Suntec. A freaking $80-$150 bucks. Nevermind, go home discuss with my mum first. Afterwards, we RUSHED to the Comex 2009 and went to look for the level that sold harddisc. Why we are in a rush, you might ask? Because 45 more mins and the place is closing. LOL! Around 30 mins later, we managed to get 1 harddisc. WD 750 GB harddisc, free mouse, free pouch, free recovery disc for deleted files - $269. Quite expensive right? We got this because it got auto backup and got password system AND it is also small. LOL! After getting the harddisc, we went for dinner at Swenson's and went home. Now that i think of it. That was the first time i went out with my sister and had dinner together. Perhaps i don't hang out much with my family much. Must go out MORE! I am even more confused now. After seeing so much VARIETY of girls at the IT Fair, what is my ACTUAL type? Long hair, short hair, Tomboy, Feminine, Pretty, Ugly, Fat, Skinny, Tanned, Fair, Tall, Short. I better get my OWNSELF sorted out before TRYING to sort out other people. Wednesday, September 9, 2009 I don't know why, but this song came into my mind suddenly. Sunday, September 6, 2009 today went to watch "The Final Destination" with my 4 usual friends. It is really, SERIOUSLY, GORE man. Somemore we watched 3D, which made it even worse. The body parts all keep flying towards us, ewww. The show started for 10mins and my friend and i were feeling like leaving the theatre. My other friend felt like puking after 10mins into the show. But i THINK the show is still ok, because it managed to make us feel disgusted (which is their main purpose, i suppose). However, IF i got another chance to watch the show again, i swear i would NEVER watch the show again. Never, ever, ever! Never! Never, ever, ever! Today i finally learned how to use the word "IRONY". Thanks a lot to you. Just because of this simple incident and you can bring in so many non-related bullshits. Nice one. Saturday, September 5, 2009 this guy seriously champion yesterday we saw this girl we = me, zihao and this guy the girl quite chio this guy want to get her number but dun dare keep saying 'nevermind la. got fate will meet again' then zihao at there want to help him get 'dun wan la, i know you wan sabo me right' end up never get number today more funny zihao noticed 2 things about this guy he was wearing a t-shirt dunno wad push-up club's t-shirt and also red underwear then reach the same place he keep looking for the girl liddat seriously wtf =.=ll "Know your limitations. Or you'll only beat yourself". I know i not good looking that is why i also never get girls' numbers. quite saddening Wednesday, September 2, 2009 blisters cuts lack of sleep tiredness how long can i stand this? internal and external also hurts Alvin, don't get too carried away. Tuesday, September 1, 2009 Today had a BEAUTIFUL DREAM. Bruce Almighty - B-E-A-U-TIFUL. The person made the dream as sweet as a chocolate. I seriously cant believe that the person could be this sweet.However, it is only in the dream. In real life, the person is not that bad to me too. To put it nicely, not as nice as the dream. But to put it badly, i think i better dun say. LOL! Maybe that is why people say 'Dream will always be a dream. It can never come true.' Quite sad too. Today went for an appointment with a SPECIALIST. Due to the many different opinions from many differnt doctors, my mum decided to seek the opinion of a SPECIALIST. Now apparently, operation is inevitable and should be done as soon as possible. It will involve taking something from my other leg and make it into a ligament to replace the one that is torn in my right knee. Then my mediscus (google it, if u dunno what it is. i lazy explain. LOL!), he say need to cut away the torn part. then after operation, stay in hospital for the night and next day can go home. Sounds easy right? 12k for the whole operation. WTF! Another thing to stress already. =.=ll I just cant stop wishing that the answer is what i hoped for, although the answer is 90% clear in my eyes already. |
alvinlim. Male 08 Dec 1990 Unhappy_Kid@hotmail.com Likes ^Chocolate ^To Chill Dislikes ^Too many to mention Phrases I'm scared to fall in love, scared to fall fast, because everytime i fall in love.....it never seems to last One of the hardest things in life is having words in your heart that you can't utter You can't buy love, but you can pay heavily for it clickin' clickin' clickin'. goldensilence. URUSAI BOGE! =D credits. DESIGN BY : smexy.love PICTURES & ICONS : photoscape & photobucket INSPIRATION : sagacity & D-READED!PAST BASSCODES : BY JANE. ( this original skin is by jane , its so long time ago , she have deleted her account , so I've plan to resubmit this skin with diff designs , if youre reading this , please let me know your link and i credit you :) , credits to jane ! ) |