Wednesday, August 5, 2009 today went out to study again. studied until 3 instead of the expected 6 plus. guess i better study more at home then. tomorrow's DA test hopefully pass well. needed the marks in order to scrap a pass for this module. I freaking blew it. "I did it against my better judgement and i have regretted it very much ever since." This sentence is the perfect description for my emotions now. people has their own life. i also have my own life. unless our life is entwined (which i seriously doubt so), i guess i should revert back to the old plan. sorry for bothering you. i chose to leave, not because i want to lose you as a friend, but because i still want to be your friend (if i really can). I have always thought that people around me are changing, except me. Other than being vulgar, i think i did not change at all. Today, i finally realised it. Or maybe the truth was facing me but i just did not want to admit it. I'm still the immatured person from 3 years ago. Emotional-wise, still as immature as a kid. That is really disappointing. |
alvinlim. Male 08 Dec 1990 Unhappy_Kid@hotmail.com Likes ^Chocolate ^To Chill Dislikes ^Too many to mention Phrases I'm scared to fall in love, scared to fall fast, because everytime i fall in love.....it never seems to last One of the hardest things in life is having words in your heart that you can't utter You can't buy love, but you can pay heavily for it clickin' clickin' clickin'. goldensilence. URUSAI BOGE! =D credits. DESIGN BY : smexy.love PICTURES & ICONS : photoscape & photobucket INSPIRATION : sagacity & D-READED!PAST BASSCODES : BY JANE. ( this original skin is by jane , its so long time ago , she have deleted her account , so I've plan to resubmit this skin with diff designs , if youre reading this , please let me know your link and i credit you :) , credits to jane ! ) |