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Saturday, December 17, 2011



Just some random song to make my blog look more alive.
Enjoy~




Sunday, December 4, 2011


Held my birthday celebration yesterday
My birthday is on 8 Dec actually
But due to the fact that i'm stuck in army
Gotta celebrate it earlier man
Anyway...
Quite touched to see everyone
Despite having not seen each other for so long time
And the fact that we have not been in much contact
I'm touched and happy to see everyone

Thanks to everyone for their wishes, presents and their 'presence' at my celebration.
Hope to see everyone again.




As time passes, i get more and more fearful.
Of the things i am going to lose in the future.
People say that you will gain something in return for what you have lost.
But so far, i find that i have only been losing things, not gaining anything in return
Now, i am only scared of losing you.
Someone who doesn't belongs to me but yet holds an important place in my heart.
I dedicate this to you.




Saturday, November 12, 2011


Mann..
There are so many things that i want to do.
Learn Karate
Learn Boxing
Learn Muay Thai
Learn Cooking
Learn Computer skills
Travel around
But...
...
ARMY IS TAKING UP TOO MUCH TIME!
(And the pay isn't that good to satisfy these "wants" =.=ll)



I better not degrade myself and let assholes to push me around anymore. Yeah, it's better to make more friends than enemies. Yeah, "忍一时风平浪静,退一步海阔天空". But it still fucking takes 2 hands to clap. Just because i give in all the time doesn't gives you the right to push me around. It's getting more and more fucked up how i put up with your stupid actions and let you push me around just because i don't want to cause trouble and lose a friend. From yesterday's incident i hope you will fucking understand that the problem is not with us, it's with you. "Talk big" "Can't afford to play" "No manners" "Irritating". You better jolly well change your attitute, asshole!




Saturday, October 29, 2011


Hello to any .. people out there viewing this blog. LONG LONG time no blog. Ahaha. Well, can't be helped, i was busy with NS.


I was enlisted on the 1st of August. Stayed in Tekong for 4 weeks for BMT. I'm a ex-ULYSSES recruit now though. "PAH-BUEY-TOH! GUSTO"! After training at Tekong, i got posted to Sembawang Camp for 5 weeks BMT Vocational training. I was posted to the Medic group. However, don't be mistaken though. My vocation is "Dental Assistant". Yeah, i know it's weird too. First time in my life i have heard about this vocation. So after passing out from Sembawang Camp, i was posted to the Nee Soon Camp for 10 weeks Medic training. My training is different from other medics because i am under Service Medic group. So i have 2 weeks lesser training than those Combat Medic group. I am now still at Nee Soon Camp training. 7 weeks more to go before i get posted to my unit where i reckon i will be staying throughout my NS life.


Training was ok-ok. Physical training was relaxed, but mental training was ... abit tough. What kind of MENTAL training you ask? Mental Training from watching pictures or videos about those gruesome injuries people get. For example, pictures of amputated limbs, videos of blood spurting from a wound, etc etc. I still got 8 more IVs to go though, kinda depressing. But it's ok. At least my sergeant's got a point. Compared to other vocations like storeman, my vocation is teaching us lifeskills, "How to save other people". It's like more meaningful than the other vocations from what he said. Because like infantry or other vocation, once they passed out from NS, they would not be able to use their skill anywhere. But that is not the case for Medics. Lol, it seems funny how i'm like boasting about my vocation but i still don't like my vocation. Ahaha. Ok then, that's all for today. Better devote my book out moments on other things too. Hahaha.




"Why does rat poison has an expiry date? Does it mean that rat poison taste better if it's expired?"






Saturday, July 16, 2011


Haiz, i'm not working anymore. My last day is yesterday. First time feel quite sad to stop working. Think because in all my working experiences, this is the best one yet. Having so many friendly people in the working environment. Why do i need to go army... If not can "lepak" there more (not that i'm not doing any work), just that it's chilling working there. Sad =(


Man, i am so into korean songs. Initially, i don't understand why people like listening to songs they don't understand what they are singing. But now i realized "Music is a form of language". Hahaha. CN BLUE, BIG BANG, SNSD, LEESSANG! YO DA BEST! XD







Tuesday, June 21, 2011


Are you happy now?
Constantly causing these kind of troubles.
Can't you just be wiser?
You know how to preach to us.
But you don't know how to practise what you preach.
I'm so disappointed in you.
I solemnly swear that i'll nv follow your footsteps!


I know you are vexed. But i'm 21 already. I'm no longer an ignorant child who doesn't know anything. You can share with me. Instead of acting in front me everything is fine, don't you realize that it's more worrying that way?




Sunday, June 19, 2011


THANK YOU, SHAZAM!
=D





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